From the beginning I had the answer: Raul Seixas, maluco beleza. However the trauma move the focus from self-awarenes to focusing in the pain. You need so Eminem to work out the pain. You need so 2Pac pehaps a bit of both. Perhaps you would listen to Five Finger Death Punch or Iron Maiden. You must work the pain. We have these amazing people that have the capacity to imprint in words exactly what we are going through. These people are firehouses, calling our attention to look inside ouselves. I am very thankful for having two working ears and crossed path with all these artists who touched me so deep, who became the channel for my mental peace. You have to work the pain inside. It doesn't work the pain outside. It doesn't work. People won't look at a hurt person but at an horrible person no good to be around. They will not understand, so don't do it, it doesn't work. Focus on what works. Express yourself and listen to others expressing themselves. You will feel con...